Kosmos

By Eric Smith (2000)

 

This is a song about trying to get lasting fulfillment from the world and failing (Kosmos meaning “world” in Greek).  It starts at my first birth and ends at my second.

 

It was the winter of '65, when I first met you

Didn't like you then, but I got used to you

It came without warning, into the blinding light

Didn’t ask to see but I’d been given sight

 

And all the things I saw with my eyes

Their attainment failed to satisfied

I was never satisfied

 

It was the winter of '75, 10 years of living with you

It would take 10 more, before I was through with you

The bells and the whistles, the silver and gold

The blind hope of never growing old

 

And all the things I tasted with my tongue

Didn’t take away the pain, they just left me numb

Just left me numb

 

By the time it was ’85, nothing left to do

Coupland said it would happen, we cannot make life new

It was Life after God and Generation X

Noting left to give, nothing left to expect

 

And all the things I desired in my heart

Didn’t hold me together, they tore me apart

And all the things I saw with my eyes

Their attainment failed to satisfied

 

And what you promised, it  never came true

That’s when I decided I was through with you

I was through with you